| Thursday, April 17th, 2008 |
| 3:28 pm |
what youve missed, what you need to know its been about 2 years since ive even been on this site,but now it gives me a chance to vent what has been going on since.ive had 4 boyfriends in the past 2 years, and in my entire life. the first one, was a lost cause i was deeply in love with him, but the thought of any of it just repulses me. utter disgust. the second one.. chris i was in love with him even after he broke it off with me, we still talk from time to time, but he has gone down him from when i first met him i hope that he is himself one day again. the third one, eric, i dont even know why i dated him it was only for a few weeks, i suppose i just needed someone to take my mind off things and he was a willing candidate. he had and still has alot of things wrong with his life. but then again who has everything together? the last one. bob, man did he hit me like a freight train, i believe his infatuation with me got the best of him, i think he was looking for someone to understand him for a short while. nothing else. nothing pure about the whole relationship. i still talk to him from time to time, but he'll never really know. the next guy that i want to date, i want it to be real for once. and not just about sex or showing me off to everyone. it will be pure and genuine or not at all. ive never been the one to dump a guy, and i dont think i ever will be. i need to find the protector of my heart. true love.
i never really liked school which is probably why i ended up not graduating. i got my GED finally. and the world is my oyster at the moment. i find that the things i can do with myself are limitless. i want to take on the world, one step at a time. i cant imagine just doing nothing with myself. i want to work at the airport. the thing about airports, they are filled with wonder for me. ill probably be jealous of everyone boarding planes to michigan, new york,china,australia brazil,south africa. sometimes i wonder what it would have been like to grow up in a different culture, like grow up in denmark, grow up in russia, grow up in colombia. i think growing up the way i did was so simple, but the way everyone grows up is unique and special because no one on this earth has had the same exact life i have. no one has seen the exact things i have and that means something to me. amazing
my best friends.. kate,lana,sam,jeannie. when i say i would do anything on this planet for my friends, i meant it.
Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: dogfarts |
| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 |
| 12:13 am |
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| Friday, April 7th, 2006 |
| 10:00 pm |
Over on Bell Grande.
well things are crazy. i have been devoting alot of my time to one person. i dont know if i should be doing that. but i havent been hangin with the girls in a while. im sure they are pissed in a way but understand. and this new guy frankie. yea hes it. and i think im going to get that job at Carvel. nice.! and i dunno i cant wait for summer. i get to see all my relatives and what not and. i cant wait to just GET THE HELL OUT.! 2LIVECREW Current Mood: artisticCurrent Music: STUFF |
| Sunday, March 19th, 2006 |
| 10:27 am |
there is a rose in the devils garden
well its been a while...spring break is great..my sister got arrested(finally) and i have a BUNCH of relatives coming to stay with me in may...(bummer) but kinda fun. i missed the Horrorpops show and the Koffin Kats show..how sad.. and there are new things on the horizon..(whatever that means it was in my horoscope.) soo yeah thats always great 2LIVE CREW Current Mood: curiousCurrent Music: Tiger Army-Last Night |
| Monday, February 13th, 2006 |
| 8:33 pm |
vday and my love of independence
well valentines day is almost upon us.and i have yet to get anyone anything. everyone already knows i love them, this is true. ill probably make cards. and give them to all the lovers thatth i love. might be working at hollywood video thanks to my new friends tammy a.k.a TAMMY-O i wish everyone would stop causing contreversy i mean when theres a car crash everyone slows down to watch the blood bath. i feel like writing a really icky poem about zombies vampires and werewolves. maybe maybe maybe. START A BAND MUTHER FUCKER Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: MISSTAKE-HORRORPOPS |
| Saturday, January 14th, 2006 |
| 8:12 pm |
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| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 1:57 am |
CAR CAR CAR BIRTHDAY
IN A WEEK I GET MY LICENSE AND THAT IS THAT.. I CANT WAIT.!! LOVE.. CALL MY ABOUT MY BIRTHSAY Current Mood: crankyCurrent Music: TRENCHCOAT-CHANGINGNAMES |
| Monday, January 2nd, 2006 |
| 12:30 am |
ChangingNames
mmm yeah back to school in a bit.. i hate the idea of it.. and boys are stupid..really they are no good. especially italian guys..are they cursed or what.? but, i love my friendss. xmas was awesome..soo was new years.. NIGGA WHAT.? NIGGA WHO.? I DUNNO Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: ChangingNames- |
| Sunday, December 11th, 2005 |
| 2:13 am |
DEM SLOPPY HOES.!
ahh kates over.. i just talked to stefan for the first time in forever and hate him i really do its important that he is aware of this well i watched Friday its was amazing ..DUH AS ALWAYS/ Current Mood: mellowCurrent Music: TRUE ROMANCE- SUSPECT |
| Thursday, December 8th, 2005 |
| 5:48 pm |
frosty the hoe man
christmas is almost upon us. i cant wait to get out of school exams are gonna be shitty as helll oh well i cant wait to be off.. danas top 3 movies for xmas 1. a christmas story 2. friday after next 3. uhh what else is there.? BEST MOVIES EVER (i will be watching these with friends over the break.) Friday The Players club. house party boys in the hood do the right thing THATS GONNA BE THE SHIT YO Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: hoochie mama- 2 live crew |
| Monday, December 5th, 2005 |
| 6:37 pm |
Bow Down.! the merch has arrived.!!
i got my tsunami bomb merch today i was soo excited ahhhhhhh but it was for xmas soo im only allowed to have a sweater now but heh the sizes were really big but oh well i love it i love TSUNAMI BOMB if emily whitehurst was here i would bow down. ALL HAIL AGENT M.!! because she is amazing.. LOVE Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: TSUNAMI BOMB- ROTTING VAMPIRE EYEBALLS |
| Friday, December 2nd, 2005 |
| 7:11 pm |
will the real hoochie mama please stand up.
ive been listening to that song forever now i wish i was in 2 live crew. man that'd be awesome geez im mad at the whole male kind Stefan is like ignoring me now but i know when he gets bored and autumn is treating him like crap he'll call me thats why its soo sad oh well i think that ill always like him in a way. im always there for him whenever he needs to talk.. but im there for all my friends when ever they need someone to talk to . i just wish it worked both ways, though i love my friends. Stefan=poopfacehead, doo doo. yea dean is cool it was soo fun seeing him last weekend AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DOO DOO CA CA LOVE Current Mood: curiousCurrent Music: adam and the ants-beat my guest |
| Sunday, November 20th, 2005 |
| 3:32 pm |
He Smashes My Soul
yea theres this guy and he has a gf in MO and he told me he liked me and now he just wants to be friends. WHAT A WANKER. haha oh well.. who needs em'.... When i'm down, you get me up I always have you to count on When i'm alone, you call with a voice That makes me smile Taking away, the pain You remove my infection My band, my friends My life, my pride What keeps me undefeated Words that go unspoken You know what's in my heart these are for all my good friends that make life that much easier. I LOVE YOU GUYS. im gonna try and name every one. kate-brookie-jess-kaitlyn-all the lovers in the 813. oh and one more thing. i dont think ill ever like someone. as much and i like him S.P -THANKS FOR NOT CARING. love Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: undefeated- HorrorPops |
| Friday, November 11th, 2005 |
| 12:06 am |
My Happiness Doesnt ever Last..
well my friends are feuding..jess is mad at me i think.i dunno....i hope not..i havent done anything wrong. and i dunno i was really joyful lately and everything was going good..and it always seems to come CRASHING down. but i dunno i want to plan for my bday already JANUARY 21..!!! probably gonna have bands play and crap.. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS THEY ARE SPECIAL TOO ME. I WOULDNT CHANGE THEM FOR THE WORLD.. i cant wait till schools out. man thats gonna be heaven. license on Jan 19 WOOT WOOT ALL HAIL THE SPEED MACHINE THATS LOVE.. THE ONLY TRUE LOVE Current Mood: drainedCurrent Music: her song..the start |
| Thursday, October 20th, 2005 |
| 5:53 pm |
salute your shorts
well today was fun went to eat with renee kate and jess and we sat around and laughed a bit i love it band practice tomorrow.. YESS..!!!! i hope we have a band for a while and actually get to play shows. at least 1 that would be awesome LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVLEOLV VE Current Mood: crazyCurrent Music: TSUNAMI BOMB-PLANET SHMANET JANET |
| Tuesday, October 18th, 2005 |
| 8:00 pm |
Da Band
starting a band with jess and brooke. amazing.i cant wait to get better.brooke is really excited about it. and i am too.! but drama has arisen but no care. well thats that.. i heart my friends. Current Mood: gratefulCurrent Music: TSUNAMI BOMB-NOT FOREVER |
| Friday, October 14th, 2005 |
| 3:31 pm |
MICKEY MCMICK FROM IRELAND
I SLEPT OVER AT BROOKES HOUSE.SHE KEPT ME UP ALL NIGHT.ITS WAS COOL THOUGH.DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONNA DO THIS WEEKEND.GAHHH.PROBABLY NOTHING.I HOPE MY REPORT CARD IS DECENT.IF IT ISNT .I THINK ILL DIE. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE. YESAAAA... DANA THE G Current Mood: drainedCurrent Music: TSUNAMI BOMB-MUSHY LOVE SONG. |
| Monday, October 10th, 2005 |
| 4:09 am |
all along we follow blindly.
well homecoming was G-A-Y and we went to a bowling alley. and to checkers. and i danced with todd. and i missed nick. and i dont think nick really like me. but yea. the end. D. Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: kids in america-the germs(version) |
| Thursday, September 29th, 2005 |
| 12:02 am |
Rev. Run
Hypothetically speaking. i believe reverand run is amazing. chyea... party on Garth.. party on Wayne.. WAYNES WORLD.. PARTY TIME.. EXCELLENT. DOO-LOO DOO DOO LOO THERE. Current Mood: coldCurrent Music: tsunami bomb-russian roulette |
| Thursday, September 8th, 2005 |
| 11:28 pm |
annie are you okay.?..are you okay annie.?
well school is going well i guess.i love my life.i get my license soon. then maybe i can start being more social or whatever.then i can look for a job. aha yea a job..thats funny as hell.. DANA LOVES THE SUN THAT COMES IN THE WINDOW IN THE MORNING..YEP Current Mood: blankCurrent Music: TSUNAMI BOMB-THE SIMPLE TRUTH |